This Is Kye-Rectory

u know..sometimes there r people who like to make things hard..they take simple little things n turn it around n walla…they make it mo complicated… u know, it sucks to be in this situation..it really is..

speaking for myself, it really sucks when people that u loved with all your heart n soul (n lungs…) turn out to treat you like some sick moron monster… u make it easy-love him, adore him, treat him nice, call him by endearment terms, let he knows that u love him…everything! but in return, you get nothing but a bag full of shit nestling in ur heart n soul (n lungs…) he mkes things complicated with you… he gives u reasonable doubts for you to ponder alone in your room with all poignancies killing you from the inside..

it sucks okay…ive been there on and off.. it really sucks… although he told you all the things that you need to know, but you still feel like there’s something missing from the story..something that doesnt add up.. something that gives you a reason to feel insecure n vulnerable.. it really sucks to be in this stage..

i just wanna move on..my dearest pumpkin, i want an easy life..a simple life where only you, my family n me only exist… and theres god of course. i just want you to love me and i to love you dearly..its that yoo much too ask? hear my cry baby and stop killing me with ur silence..it tortured me to death coz i couldnt find any other way to quit you than to keep  on devouring you inside me for only you  that ill love for the rest of my life..

my honey, quit giving me reasonable doubts and take my hands again. i want you to just take my hand and say..

‘everything’s okay honey’