This Is Kye-Rectory

alright..here i go again. it’s either i was the one who kept on screwing things up or the things around me just were’nt right. in a glimpse of an eye, i was left alone to justify a certain decision regarding my future. i got dentistry!

yeah, first run, it didnt hear as a bad thing. after all, it really wasnt a bad thing - great, in fact. there’s only 200 sumthing students who were accepted to dentistry this year and i was one of it. but, it really gave me a pain in the arse when i came to know that all of my good friends and my acquaintances back in pasum got medicine as the course offerred to them.slowly, it gaves me a tremendous pain in the arse (balls, lungs, head, everywhere on my body too) when my head started to put a silly question to myself - why not me???!!!

see, everyone got it! at least, everyone that i know scored 4.0 that is. everyone got medicine , but me!! oh my lord…! holy mackerel! and boy, was i feeling down! all the thoughts of me and my good friends going to the same faculty and to study together that occupied my brain for the past a year, had gone down the drain and the toilet. reluctantly, i throw away all of those beautiful dreams in the heavy downpour that showered taiping that day and boldly, i promised myself to be tougher and bold facing any coming mishaps soon. that was already a bad omen itself to me.

just when i thought ‘okay, so i didnt get medicine like them’ , sumthing else hit me. i didnt get same residential college as them too. crap! this is bullshit with a capital B! i never knew that shit comes in a package of two! damn it! but then.. i realized that i had been thru the same old story before when nobody from my school didnt get to study in pasum but me. i thought im gonna be so lonely but hell, i was wrong. i was blessed to have more great friends like farhanah, megat, mell, nurul, hani, azira, xu and others (sorry for not mentioning all but you know who you are). so, i believed that i might be wrong again this time. hopefully, i am.winks.

after all, dentistry isnt that bad after all.in fact,it isnt bad at all! and it’s a very unwise to compare it to medicine or any other field in fact since all are in the league of their own. my previous vice chancellor was a dentistry student too. hey, it isnt bad. now, god has given me the ultimate revelation and its up to me to put myself in the centre of selfish disdain but for good or to put objection against my own remarks of judgment. pray…