This Is Kye-Rectory

To be in a relationship is great - its beyond anything you could have dreamt of before. It pushes you towards success and put you in jolly mode all the times. And when hardship struck, you know the best day of your life is still there where you look at him smiling back at you.

For me, what seemed like a eternity-meant endeavour ended after a good five months. On and off we broke up before but everytime it happenned, it was me who played the hero of the day. But the final time it occurred, I had enough. It didnt do any justice that I didnt loved him - it never did. What I felt for him was far more beyond love - we became a unit. I laughed, I cried whenver he did. The pain that he felt was shared with me and the joy he got was so contagious to me. We were so together and there was no barrier between us - or so I thought.

But I couldnt be the one who were always jumping off the cliff to save our rocky relationship. This is A relationship - it works in both ways. It wasnt just my part but his too. I think, I had enough of being belittled, insulted and lowered to every possible way by him. Its time for me to make a move though I despise it as much as I loved him.

Time went by and on one fateful dawn, The Almighty Lord revealed to me the truth. He has somebody new. Someone who was quite younger than me and for sure, much more handsome than me mind you - but no less as good as me, I believe. For a moment, I pondered just how fast and how easy people could just throw everything and move on. Seemed like he had forgotten the sweet times that we shared together and the tough times when I stayed by his side. Yeah, people come and go but memories sticked forever.

Perhaps The Almighty would teach him something. And maybe teach me too a thing or two about life..or something like it. Bottom line is, no matter how close, how strong you are together with him, just take a while to step back and draw the line between you and him so that you wont lose yourself when he backed off because after all…well, people changed.

Go figure

kYe 5:35am